It was an opportunity for me to try to find out more.. “..what do you mean?” She, sighing amusedly, first took a drag of her cigarette and then continued.. “..well.. from what is said between women in the office it would seem that in a certain sense I am the one who suffers the most, it is obvious that I do not talk about it with my colleagues, but from what they talk about it seems that their husbands make them spend hours and hours of sex, that they often feel destroyed by their hammering, talking about prohibitive measures unknown to me, why do I not feel so destroyed with you?” Obviously she knew why, but in those moments I understood that she was enjoying humiliating me..