For me, who have always shunned any form of violence, discovering that as a young girl my wife was aroused by news reports of criminal acts involving violence against women was nothing short of a surprise. But beyond the news, certain films also sparked her imagination, the first of which was "A Clockwork Orange." The arousal she felt during the scene of the rape of a woman in front of her husband made her realize there was something strange about her, but for several years she couldn't let go of these turbid fantasies.